Another Chance to Get it Righhhhhhht!

Spring is finally setting in. I can start it be remembering to read over my past posts. Business is great, but constantly playing catch up or next step. I don't think that's changing anytime soon, so I better just learn to deal with the stress proper. Meaning not going out and drinking a full day straight like I did the other night. That's where this beast comes in. 1979 Superglide.

        

Rocky is selling it to me, and him and mom are bringing it over in August from Montana. This will be my getaway from work. Thinking about a whole new color change in this bike as well as a few other changes. I'll decide once its in front of me. Summer will be great. Sober, clean livin' and a goddamn bike. Lets just hope I have the time to ride. And hope the rain stays away. 

Make like a tree and get outta here

If I could get over this cough, things would be quite good. Most perfect relationship I've been in, business is great and progressing, and I'm feeling more complete and content as a whole. I'm cutting down on booze substantially. I just can't hang like I use to. we have a great home with our tinies, I have all I need. Eat better, ride my bike more, remember that I'M the boss at work, leave work AT work, Sunday Funday should be more about the home. Rediscover how it was when I was a kid, that excited feeling about so much. Movies, music, TECHNOLOGY! And of course, keep the excitability I have with Diane. Seriously, the sweetest, sexiest thing alive. Summary; Less booze More vegan, gluten free foods, no soda Ride bike as much as possible Keep grip on Crown. I'M the boss! Work on home!

Who's Heart Remains

I can't remember the blame coming and going into so many directions, I can't recall sanctity in ignorance, I never saw the lack of sincerity, I never knew a witness who hadn't seen the integrity. Today, I can't believe your fucking lives, I can't foresee you ever realizing, I can positively see your dark outcome of hopelessness rot, burning soul, stupid fucking face, in the fucking corner in your piece of shit life. Your lack of understanding, your un-cultured stares, your fucking shitty manners, your selfish grabs at anything to be right. You, are empty. You, are done.

I've been waiting so long to sing my song
I've been waiting so long for this thing to come
Yeah - I've been thinking so long I was the only one...

I have my house, my gratitude, a rainy Seattle day, and only 2 more hours until I get to be with her tonight. Alice is singing the fitting definitive words to describe my life right now. It's almost embarrassing how happy she makes me.....

διαιτολογ

When I get done burning you, all we'll smell is the scent of a burning plastic heart..... hand out, heart to sleeve, and all you offer, it has no sustenance... Like a starving boy in a candy store.

Solitary

Fall has set in, and I love this weather. I almost feel complete this time of year. However I can't avoid the loneliness. Even surrounded by friends, I feel incomplete somehow. I know it shows, as people have made comments about my morose appearance. What can I do though? I try and fill the time in a healthy way, it just isn't working. It's time for a furry friend. I'll have to run by the shelters tomorrow. 

4th ave S. railroad

The dream is only about what you don't have. Trade one in to only dream about what you once had.

Lyrically explained